The Story
Years ago I was at the opera, in Wagner’s “Walküre”.
In the third act, without any warning, it hit me with a force that made me marvel.
I believe that for everyone there is something like this – special sequences of notes, sounds, texts, colours, images, nature – whether created or existing – that unconsciously makes something in us sound, not always desired, but powerful, confusing and, if you are lucky: enlightening.
Background
Brünnhild, figure of Norse mythology, is a warrior, child of the earth mother Erda and Wotan, god-father, for whom she selects warriors on the battlefield destined for his army in Valhalla. As a Valkyrie she is part of a self-sufficient sisterhood and as such has a firm place in a divine order. Strong and free from earthly constraints, she is loyal to her father as Wotan’s favourite daughter and is devoted to him.
When Brünnhild makes a free decision for the first time, defying Wotan’s command, this disobedience has far-reaching consequences. Out of compassion, she stands by Siegmund, Wotan’s son, whom he was reluctantly prepared to sacrifice. Thus she basically fulfils Wotan’s primal wish when she tries to save Siegmund, but at the same time violates his directive, which leaves him no choice but to punish her for her disobedience.
“… these are the ties that bind me:
to the contracts I am master,
to the contracts I am now servant“
Wotan strips Brünnhild of her divinity and her status as a Valkyrie. In doing so, she also loses her immortality, the childlike protection and ease that life in the community of the Valkyries had granted her.
But despite the hardship and shock of losing status, community and divinity, a new phase of life begins for Brünnhild, the beginning of an identity of her own.
Wotan announces it, for him it is a flaw, for Brünnhild it is the new beginning.
“Wotan tells you what you used to be,
What you are now tell yourself“
The freedom Brünnhild gains through her decision is above all the freedom of self-determination. With her decision she has also thrown off the determinacy of her gender, of her clan.
By resisting the command because she is acting out of love and compassion, she gains the power to determine her own life and to take responsibility.
Brünnhild can now decide for herself who she wants to be and what values she wants to represent.
By refusing to follow orders, she has broken free from the authoritarian structures of the community of gods and its conventions and is free to find her own way.